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Beginnings

by Rival Order

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1.
Illusion 04:59
Disguise your weakness once again hearts left cold within your hands Another mask to hide the pain Another lie conceals my shame I cant take this anymore This is not worth fighting for Torn apart by all these lies give me strength to set things right Smoke and mirrors my four walls Try to stand and watch me fall faces I wear are not my own This illusion takes control In every truth you tell a lie For selfish reasons rooted in pride Theirs no regard for those hurt along the way Condemned yourself self to live this way Broken apart begin to fall Reaching out still holding on Sanity slips within this cage Become the monster fueled by rage Bridge I cant take this anymore This is not worth fighting for Torn apart by all these lies give me strength to set things right Smoke and mirrors my four walls Try to stand and watch me fall faces I wear are not my own This illusion takes control Burned by flames I've held inside as my life becomes the lie faces I wear are not my own This illusion took control
2.
Save Me 03:32
One step forward, then fall back, The cycle carries on. Build a future, tear it down, Replacing hope with pain, Lurking shadows hope I fail, Hit me when I'm down, Is reality insane Or have I lost my way, Endless spiral I can't change, Pointless fight I'll never win, Mutineers inside my mind, Tear me down, war games tonight, Darker days than night, Still sinking on my own As the monsters rise, I'm screaming out inside Can't somebody save me, I'm all alone Can't somebody save me, Can't somebody save me With no purpose struggle on, Win the battle, lose the war, Drain my hope and take my soul, Leave my pain and take my hope, Lurking shadows hope I fail, Hit me when I'm down, Is reality insane Or have I lost my way, Darker days than night, Still sinking on my own As the monsters rise, I'm screaming out inside Can't somebody save me, I'm all alone Can't somebody save me, Can't somebody save me Can't somebody save me Can't somebody save me
3.
The devils wasteland Once A home to me The blood, The ash, That stain Are all I see For all you've taken A love forsaken I'm your infection This is my War Transmission In blood lust I focus Your end is all I need The madness That drives me Inflicts my misery When I rise you'll fall (A coward betrayed us ) You'll Hear this battle call (in darkness ) My hearts turned to stone (Your mission avenge us) Now Ill die alone Time takes much more than I have left inside I scream once more But theirs no end in sight Though my scars remain The tears now in vein I persist through this madness For an end to the pain This devastation has its hold on me It twists and turns inside wont let me be Through all this madness your still haunting me set free this torment nothings left for me For all you've taken A love forsaken I'm your infection This is my War Transmission

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The Beginning of it all. This marks the start of a passion project that had been met with so much adversity. To finally come out on the other side and share it in this way has been everything.

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released March 21, 2020

Thanks to the artist involved in the creation and the family and friends who gave their support.

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